October 16, 2010 two months have almost come and gone.. the pain doesnt get any easier nor will never go away somedays are easier than others but they all are hard just the same. god has a reason for everything he does but i dont understand why he had to take you..you mean so much to me you were always there for me even when i wasnt the one in need you showed me the ways of the world and all the things i needed to know to make it through i just hope i can live up to you expections and make you happy as you watch over. Daddy i love you more than words could ever say not for the things you did and didnt have nor for the things you gave i can not deny you gave me alot but i would give everything on the planet for just another day with you. I wish you could have walked this earth alittle longer i wasnt ready to let you go i try to tell myself you out of town working and thats why i cant got see you and your phone must not be working is why you cant answer to make it easier but at the end of the day it doesnt matter i know the truth its just hard to accept and i wish things were different. I love you daddy!!! I cant wait to see you at the golden gates of Heaven!!